Just accept that the good people either get killed off or finish last. Never believe what you’ve been taught since grade school. They say “if you’re good, good things happen.” That’s a huge load. I’m not gonna say I’m perfect because I’m not. I’m the most flawed person I know. I’m ruined because of my past. But, I am a great guy. I’m always there. I live to please and I would take a bullet for just about anyone. And what compesation do I get for these amazing feats of heroic bravery and kindness? Nothing peppered with nada. I’m always the one who gets screwed over. So I say to anyone who can relate to this, don’t ask why you can’t acheive happiness. Happiness is over-rated. Just accept the fact that you’ll be alone for the rest of your life. Once you accept that fact, life becomes considerabley easier.