Love is a Comedy and a Tragedy

Just accept that the good people either get killed off or finish last. Never believe what you’ve been taught since grade school. They say “if you’re good, good things happen.” That’s a huge load. I’m not gonna say I’m perfect because I’m not. I’m the most flawed person I know. I’m ruined because of my past. But, I am a great guy. I’m always there. I live to please and I would take a bullet for just about anyone. And what compesation do I get for these amazing feats of heroic bravery and kindness? Nothing peppered with nada. I’m always the one who gets screwed over. So I say to anyone who can relate to this, don’t ask why you can’t acheive happiness. Happiness is over-rated. Just accept the fact that you’ll be alone for the rest of your life. Once you accept that fact, life becomes considerabley easier.

-Demitry

kaylaamichelle:

I’ve been around the block a time or two
Hated by many, loved by a few. 

Well, Lizard texted me again. She got my hopes up and threw them down AGAIN. Oh well, her loss, she’ll miss the crawfish unlike my Sli. I found out what extreme lengths people go through to ignore me. Its quite flattering that I made that much of an impression. I finally found a person who cares about me enough to deserve something of my own making. So, I made my Sli a mix CD. It holds songs that remind me of her, songs I think would remind her of me, and just songs that I think she’ll like just ‘cause.

“Take my fucking hand and never be afraid again.” -MCR Our Lady of Sorrows

<2

-Demitry

My Lizard texted me back and we made up. My Sli made up with her bofriend. And once again I am at peace. Thank you, Monday, you were amazing.

<2 Sli - <3 Lizard

-Demitry

Nevermind… I’m still too lazy… Post is for tomorrow…

Ii’m just putting this to say that I’ll post today’s stuff tomorrow. I’m too tired.

-Demitry

April fool’s day is stupid. The announcements at school were just smart people trying to be funny. Which we all know that funny is a gene not a skill. So, I basically just went through the motions: class, class, study, do the due homework, skip lunch cuz I’m depressed- the basics. I texted my two best gal pals. One responded with “I’m pregnant” and I flipped. She did not need to go through the scare I had. Soon I found out that it was an April fool’s joke. hahaha. not funny at all. I was almost in tears. The other gal pal has decided to ignore me for NO APPARANT REASON THAT I CAN FATHOM. I thought we worked things out- I guess not. Oh well. At least I got to eat some crawfish with my dad. He dropped me off at my house and said he’d be back in a few minutes, he had to check on some seafood dinner. He said that at 7:30, and he returned at 9:30. Longer than expected. Thanks, dad. And thanks, Sli, you ditched me and I ended up all alone. I hope everyone is having fun ‘cause I’m bored out of my mind. I’m watching “Up” with my dad. I give him 20mins before he falls asleep. Oh well, I’m bored. Talk to you later, readers….if there are any.

-Demitry